Monday, December 30, 2013

On my own

It happened. My family has come and gone. I sit here with so many new mommy emotions running through my head. 

First of all is love. This newborn baby boy is loved more than he will ever know just like I am. My mom stayed for two weeks and took care of my family. I will never know how much my mother loves me but at the same time I completely understand. She puts up with all my moodiness and still vacuumes my house seconds before she leaves on her 15 hour drive home to take care of her other 4 children.

Second is sadness. It makes me sick thinking about how I don't know when will be the next time I'll see my family again. I absolutely love living in Idaho and I absolutely hate living in Idaho. I wish I could see my family more often. It makes me cry that my family is missing Olivia and Walter grow up and I'm missing my brothers and sisters grow up. 

Third is fatigue. One day I'll sleep through the night and get a nap but that day seems so far away. I make it through the day because of my nap. Here I sit with Olivia just waking up and Walter just falling asleep. I guess I'll have to pray extra hard to make it through these days. 

Fourth is gratitude. I am so blessed by a loving Father In Heaven and Savior, Jesus Christ. I know the atonement is for me and on days like today when the tears won't stop rolling I know my Savior's loving arms are tight around me.

Being a mother is hard work but it is also the greatest blessing. How could I not be completely happy holding this new baby boy in my arms as he slightly opens his eyes in his sleep and gives me a cute little smile? Or as my sweet Olivia hugged me tightly while I cried as my mom left today. I am so blessed and so in love. In an hour I won't be alone any more and my wonderful husband will be home to rescue me and hold me tight. 

So many other emotions fill my head but for now I keep reminding myself I am not the only one to have more than one child. I'll make it through this fatigue and heart ache. I'll see my family soon. I know prayer will carry me through this because I know my Savior lives and loves me. I am blessed with a kind and loving husband and two beautiful children.

I'm excited for our future!



Sunday, December 22, 2013

4 year anniversary!

Michael and I celebrated our 4 year anniversary on the 18th. I love this man more than I ever imagined I could. He is so supportive, loving, kind, patient, understanding, hard working, and handsome!!! I got so lucky to be his wife! He had given me the most beautiful children. I am completely happy when I am with him. I will never be able to thank Heavenly Father enough for blessing me with this man! 





Saturday, December 21, 2013

Walter's Story

Baby Woolley is here and we are all so excited! I may be the most excited about it. I love being pregnant, it's such a fun experience but the last few weeks of this pregnancy were hard. I thought the baby was going to fall out at any second. I got really uncomfortable and was ready to have my baby in my arms. I guess it's a good thing I was uncomfortable because it helped me mentally get ready to give birth to our little boy. So, here is his story.

Sunday morning I woke up having contractions. I had strong Braxton Hicks contractions all through my pregnancy but these contractions were the real thing, painful but I could still sleep through them if I tried. We got up, made breakfast and got ready for church. My sister Rachael came to our house to hang out for the day just in case we needed to make a quick run to the hospital. Our power went out again so we headed off to church with wet hair.   The power was out at our church building also and the chapel was full so we sat in the hall. It was a good thing because by this time I had to concentrate on every contraction and they were 7 minutes apart and lasted a minute (which had been the same since I woke up). I am a people watcher and people watching helped me through the contraction and squeezing Michael's hand. It was great having Rachael around, she chased Olivia around.

After church we relaxed at home and the contractions got stronger. I still wasn't sure if I would be having a baby any time soon because this process lasted 2 days with Olivia. 

Around 3:30pm my mom arrived at my house from California (just in time!!). She brought her stuff in the house and played with Olivia while I packed my bags and held onto Michael through every contraction which were now 5 minutes apart. 

It was now 6:30pm and the pain was intense. Michael had just got off the phone with the hospital who suggested we come in so I didn't loose my window for an epidural. This is when everything began to happen really fast. 

We hurried and finished packing the things we would need and Michael gave me a priesthood blessing. I was so nervous and the priesthood blessing really gave me peace that everything would work out. I gave Olivia a lot of hugs and kisses then got into the car. I had a strong contraction just as I got in the car and then another one on the way to the hospital and another just as we pulled into the parking lot. It is only a 6 minute drive to the hospital so now my contractions were coming every 3 minutes.

We hurried in and I had 2 more contractions waking down the hall to labor and delivery. 3 minutes goes by really fast. We got into our room and did the routine pee and change into the gown and started the question. It was around 7:00pm. They checked my cervix and I was expecting them to tell me I was only dilated to a 3 so when they told me I was a 7 I was in complete shock!! I was so nervous I wouldn't be able to get an epidural but they reassured me I still had time. 

Jay came in at 7:30 and started giving me my epidural. By this time I was shaking uncontrollably and I couldn't breathe. This made getting the epidural hard. They kept telling me to sit still but I couldn't control my shaking. Jay was a talker and was taking his time. He finally finished and I laid down but the catheter moved and blood started pooling into the IV... We had to start the process all over again... By the time he finally got it right it was 8:30pm. And at 9:00 I was feeling great. They checked me again and I was dilated to a 10! They called my Dr and gave me some time to labor down. At 9:35 my Dr came in and broke my water then told me to start pushing. I pushed through 6 contractions and out popped our little man at 9:52pm! 

We were only at the hospital for about 3 hours. I didn't have any time to think about what was really going on. Michael and I were in shock! With Olivia we had been in the hospital for 20 hours before we had her and I pushed for 2 hours. Olivia was 2 days late and Walter was 3 days early. The recovery process has been amazing this time. I was up the next day walking around and playing with Olivia and the only pain I felt was bruising from my IV in my arm and in my back from the epidural. With Olivia I hurt everywhere and couldn't even leave my bed while I was at the hospital. My pregnancies and labor and delivery have been completely different but I loves each of them and wouldn't have changed a thing.

We named our little man Walter Tyler after both of Michael's grandpas. It's a special name and it totally fits him. We will call him Wallie like my grandpa and also Walt. He came into the world weighing 7lbs even and his height was 20in even. 


This was my last baby bump picture at 38 1/2 weeks
Olivia didn't want to give up being the baby but little does she know that she will be my baby forever!!!!
This was taken when my contractions were really painful. After every contraction she would come and give me a huge hug and kiss. Seeing and holding her helped me remember how all this pain would be worth it.
Last picture before I became a mother of 2!
He looks just like his big sister and is definitely a Woolley!!
Walter Tyler! He had a hard time keeping his eyes open. He kept blinking really fast. 
He loved his bath! He only cried when they put him on my chest for a minute and hadn't cried again... Until he got circumsized and now he cries a lot more.

It was so good to have Olivia stay with me at the hospital all day. That was the first time away from her at night. Good thing I was so distracted. She had to leave me to take a nap and we both cried until Michael had to finally take her from me and walk out of the room. 
Olivia loves her little brother. She loves to pet his head and give him kisses. I love my babies!

Olivia is already teaching Walter technology. Such a good big sis!
First family photo! Olivia wouldn't stop watching tv.

We finally got to take our babies home!!!
I loved going home to our own home with my little family!
We are so in love with our Christmas present this year!!!
Like father like son!

Thursday, December 5, 2013

Olivia and Baby boy update

I want to do one more update on my babies before baby 2 comes and he is coming in less than 2 weeks!!!! What!? It's December!? Am I ready yet!? Yes! I'm ready! I wrote a post a few weeks ago about how I didn't know if I was ready, well, I can say I am ready now. It's a good thing since he can come any day now really. 

I really wanted him to come on the 4th because it would have been 3 generations born on that day. Michael shared his birthday with his dad and it would have been fun to share it with his son. But no baby... I should have ran up and down the stairs more. I guess he will come when ever he wants. 

I was sure he was going to come early... I have had contractions my whole pregnancy and they are a lot stronger now and then there is the whole pressure in my pelvis thing... I think he may fall out any second! Now that I am 2 weeks away I think he will come late just because I hope he comes before his due date.
 
35ish weeks
Olivia has been cracking me up lately with her huge personality! She lets me know what she wants and she doesn't like it when I color on her paper. Look at that look she is giving me and holding my hand to stop me. She is so funny.
She has a new thing with eating off the floor and today after our shower she tried to lap up the water on the shower floor!!! Hahaha I stopped her as quick as I could!
My baby use to be so tiny in this bed! I can't believe she is growing up so fast! But I love every second! This has been the most fun stage of her life.
She is going to be an awesome big sister. A little boy was crying the other day and she found a toy and brought it to him to make him happy. She always asks me to swaddle her baby dolls and the she holds them tight and bounces them. 
36ish weeks
Olivia was carrying her tooth brush and butt paste around the other day saying "tee! tee!" Haha she is so funny!
At my 37 week appointment we had an ultrasound because baby boy was measuring small. It turns out that he is just cozy in my ribs and pelvis. He weighed about 6lbs and 10oz so he is doing great growing! Michael was saying our prayer the other night and he said "please bless baby boy to continue to goow healthy and strong and tall" Michael keeps telling me not to make him short! Haha 
This 37 weeks, Olivia on the left and baby boy on the right. 

Olivia is so smart! She does so many things all day that amaze me. You can't tell in the picture but she has these puff balls that she likes to throw all over her room. The other day she picked out all the orange and red balls and shoved them under the door in a nice row. She also likes to stack her books in size order. 
Olivia loves playing with her friend Hayden. They are so cute together.

Olivia also has been interested in her old baby toys lately. She loves sitting in the bumbo and coloring.
I have mentioned this before but Olivia had an obsession with socks. She loves putting them on her hands lately and today she wanted to swap socks. She cracks me up! I love my baby girl!! 

I'm nervous about adding baby boy to her life but I know she will love him. I can't imagine life without Olivia... What did I do with all my time? I know that it will be the same with baby boy. I'm excited for all our big changes that are coming very soon!

Birthday boy!

Happy Birthday Michael Tyler!!!

It was a low key day but a good day!

It started at 6:30am when Michael hopped into the shower and the power went out! Come to find out the power was out from Rexburg to Shelley! If you don't know that is a lot of power out! About 50,000 people were without power. Idaho falls runs on their own power source so Michael had to go to work in the -7 degree weather. The power came back on around 12:30pm. Around 3 Michael called and told me his boss told him to go home. We then went and walked around the mall and then got his free birthday burger at Red Robbin.

Isn't he a good looking birthday boy!? 
After dinner we drove up the hill hoping to put me into labor so the baby would be born on Michael and his Dad's birthday but it was unsuccessful. Michael got to shoot his birthday present which made him very happy! Then we went home and had some yummy German chocolate birthday cake!



I don't have any pictures of this but we played with his birthday balloons and Olivia had a blast. It was so much fun spending time together! I love my little family and I love my birthday boy!! Happy Birthday Michael! I love you forever!!!



Christmas time is here!

I am a firm believer that Christmas comes AFTER Thanksgiving! I do all I can to avoid listening to Christmas music till after Thanksgiving and I don't decorate till the day after. So, Friday and Saturday were filled with the Christmas spirit!

Thanksgiving night Olivia wore her Christmas jammies and stayed in them all day Friday... And Saturday... We may have been really lazy.

I love Christmas decorations and crafts. I was excited to put up last years crafts and add a few new ones this year. The snow men need hats still but I'm not sure what I want yet. I have 5 nativities up and I hope as the years go on I can collect more and more.


Last year my mother-in-law gave Olivia the Little People nativity set. Olivia loves it! But the batteries are running low so the song 'away in a manger' sounds really pathetic as the batteries fade by the end of the song. It makes for a good laugh since she pushes it all day.

We had a Christmas miracle happen on Sunday. Olivia kept that bow in her hair for an hour at church!!! It was amazing! She looked so cute in her Christmas best! Thanks Auntie Leah!!
Every day I have to do everything in my power not to eat those cute cheeks! She is just so yummy! 

I'm excited for this season!